I just can’t believe this is happening.
isn’t it fucked up when you can basically see your relationships with your old friends crumble
like conversations get shorter
and it’s like your friends don’t really give a shit about you as much as they used to
When I’m 40, married, with kids, happy and successful, will I miss all the nights I could have had, instead of staying home and studying? Will I miss all the friends and memories I could have had? Will I remember how horrible I felt when my parents knew how important my tests were, yet they made as much noise as possible that disturbed me so greatly. It’s crazy, how you don’t know whether things will be as important 20 years from now, as hurtful and important as they are now..
CONFUSION AT IT’S FINEST MY FRIENDS.
Back to studying.